i can’t live like this anymore, i need to come home, and be with everything that used to be. i miss my old life so much. i can’t believe i made the descsion to come to a place where nothing ever gets better. i need to get away. but even if i decded to leave, i can’t because ’ its not good for me’ fuck that, aparently loving him isn’t good for me either, but no matter what you say grandma, i’m ging to love him regardless. so stop telling me to move on to someone else, when theres nobody else there. i finally found him and you’re taking in away from me. thats fucking bullshit. i don’t understand you, at all. and i can’t even have the chance to talk to him, i mean we live in different provinces for gods sake, thats all i have of him.
nbd, i’ll just find some cats and live forever alons, and make you happy, just like you’ve always wanted.. right? for me to be unhappy.
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